VOYD, haven lynn

[haven lynn voyd.]

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TESTING, TESTING, ONE TWO THREE. ALRIGHT, HERE WE GO.
I'M Ally BUT I GUESS YOU MIGHT'VE ALREADY
KNOWN THAT LITTLE BIT. OR MAYBE NOT, WHO KNOWS. I'VE BEEN
ROLEPLAYING FOR ABOUT Six YEARS. MORE OR LESS.
SO YEAH, I'M PRETTY Random. I ALSO OWN None
YOU CAN REACH ME THROUGH PM/IM/ SO YEAH. HAVE A GOOD DAY!

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TONIGHT WE LIE AWAKE, REMEMBER HOW THE COFFEE MADE US SHAKE

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( T H E B A S I C S )

( F U L L N A M E )[/COLOR] Haven Lynn Voyd
( N I C K N A M E )[/COLOR] Havez
( A G E )[/COLOR] Seventeen years young.
( B I R T H D A Y )[/COLOR] April twenty-first
( G R A D E )[/COLOR] Junior
( S E X U A L O R I E N T A T I O N )[/COLOR] Straight
( J O B )[/COLOR] Student
( P O W E R )[/COLOR] Water Manipulation is my gift, it surprised the hell out of me when i first was slapped with the realization i could do this but as years have passed i have been able to control and manipulate my growing powers to my own will. I myself can pull moisture from the air to create liquid forms within thin air, manipulate and bend it, and even absorb it though this takes a lot of energy out of me if i am working with massive quantities.

I'VE GOT YOUR PICTURE, I'M COMING WITH YOU, DEAR MARIA COUNT ME IN

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( A P P E A R A N C E )

( H A I R )[/COLOR] My hair falls to about just above the middle of my back, its chesnut hues fall in natural loose curls but sometimes I have a habit of straightening it.
( E Y E CO L O R )[/COLOR] Light grey with slight misgivings of blue.
( H E I G H T )[/COLOR] Five foot seven inches.s
( W E I G H T )[/B][/COLOR] One hundred and eighteen pounds.s
( T A T T O O S )[/COLOR] "All Sinners Have A Future." "All Saints Have A Past." phrases grace fore arms, sinners held on the right and saints on the left.
( P I E R C I N G S )[/COLOR] Both lobes.
( C L O T H I N G S T Y L E )[/COLOR] Oh this depends on my mood, usually i like to keep it neat, clean and elegant with pretty lines and soft colors. yet there are those dasy i like to rock out in a pair of cut off shorts and a tee shirt like any normal girl.
( F A C E C L A I M )[/COLOR] Megan Fox

MANAGE ME, I'M A MESS, TURN A PAGE, I'M A BOOK HALF UNREAD

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( P E R S O N A L I T Y )

( L I K E S )[/COLOR] I'm nothing more than an animal lover at heart, cats have a special spot in my heart and I want to take every stray I see home with me and it kills me knowing I can't. Now give me the late hours of night with music humming in the background and a set of charcoal and a canvas to draw on and i'm almost the happiest girl in existence. Because of the fact that i grew up with boys i enjoy nothing more than a day filled with video games that rot your brain while friends laugh in the background and there is nothing but junk food scrawled out across ever surface near by. To contradict these days though i can't seem to get enough of the outdoors with its fresh air and purity, it urges me to go running for hours on end and it just leaves me feeling rejuvenated. Then just as most girls i can't get enough shopping in, being the cliche youngster idolizing true love and peeking at wedding dresses and rings creating the perfect wedding.
( D I S L I K E S )[/B][/COLOR] The sound of thunder and slapping of rain makes me sick, edging on a sort of anxiety that's hard for me to control at times which makes me nervous just thinking about them coming through. Sometimes I just can't understand catty girls either, all the backstabbing and lying that seems to revolve around friendships irritates me and makes me glad i didn't grow up with that. I can't stand the overly high standards that are in place these days especially in school casing people to become fakes and untrue to who they really are. Now don't get me wrong, i can tolerate most people but those who shove their beliefs in your face about abortions and no sex before marriage really puts me off.
( S T R E N G T H S )[/COLOR] I'm not conceited but i tend to be highly skilled at calming situations down, i love to chatter and make everyone more comfortable yet when I myself am in a snag i have a habit of sweet talking and persuading my way out of a corner and a hard spot. being as tall as i myself am and having such long legs it makes me agile and quick. My power is a huge strength in some aspects even but the biggest strength i have is the fact that im smart both street wise and book wise.
( W E A K N E S S E S )[/B][/COLOR] Now i'm not perfect in any sense, when it rains i become exhausted because at those points in time i have no control over my powers for some reason, another time i'm at my weakest is when it comes to love. Now when im riled up and angry i have a nasty temper and don't watch what comes out of my mouth and it sometimes bites me in the ass.
( H O B B I E S / H A B I T S )[/COLOR] Drawing, this is my life and soul wrapped up into one hobby that reflects me to the core. Self expression is everything. Yet when im museless for my next work of art i play with water, it a constant habit that i'm usually doing at all times even when people don't notice. And then one dirty little thing i can not get enough of is playing xbox like a nerd in nothing but my undies with my good friend, a bag if cheetos.
( F E A R S )[/COLOR] The thought of a huge tsunami feaks me out to the core, i can't imagine what i would do if i was in one if i can't even control myself when its simply pours out. Then there is always that stupid nagging fear of being alone, plain and simple.
( S E C R E T S )[/COLOR] I was bullied when i was younger and i apparently lost control and tried to drown the girl picking on me, that's around the time my mother left and i really don't miss her.
( O V E R A L L )[/COLOR] At first glance i may look like a prissy little stuck up snob but think again, you're wrong. I'm generally a carefree and bubbly person that just loves the company of people be it friends or even complete strangers. Ill talk up any conversation filling voids with questions and smiles, well that's if it's worth my time and most are. People never cease to amaze me, i purely strive fore conversations just to learn more and get a better grasp with humanity as a whole instead of in general. Compassion thrives within my veins and makes me want to connect with everyone, i generally do want to be a good person and help everyone but there are parts of me that are selfish and ill just walk away.

Though i have compassion and can be the friendliest goof ball you have ever come across there is something about me that really doesn't have a conscious about some things, i think its my anger. it takes quite a push to put me over the edge but once that final nudge is put forth i just can't control myself and will usually verbally assault someone till they are broken down to tears and more. Physical violence? Well yes i will result to that IF I HAVE to but i generally try and avoid it. now when im livind i may do or say some rather nasty things, and even when anger resides back within its depths i still wont feel bad, as to where if i was in a decent mood id regret it. Faulty wiring in my genetics im sure.

Boys? I love them, and not in the stupid teen way most girls say it. I truly prefer their company over a females any day, they lack drama and know how to have a good time. No this does not make me a slut, it makes me smart to knowing what i like. I may have kissed a few, made out with a few others, religiously cuddled with a handful but i myself have only slept with one and that was a personal decision i have no problem defending. My life, my decisions.

LEANING NOW INTO THE BREEZE, REMEMBERING SUNDAY HE FALLS TO HIS KNEES.

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( H I S T O R Y )

( M O M )[/COLOR] Angela A Corning. 41. Jobless.
( D A D )[/B][/COLOR] Jackson R Voyd. 44.Lawyer.
( B R O T H E R S )[/B][/COLOR] Jackson K Voyd Jr. 20. College student.
( P E T S )[/B][/COLOR] Conrad. Five. Black tom cat
( O V E R A L L )[/B][/COLOR] My past? You wanna' know what stains me and and makes me who i am? Well i can tell you but it's not a bed time story with a happily ever after twinkling at the end with obnoxious radiance. No, oh no. I couldn't be a part of one of those bland families that came together by the book, that cookie cutter lifestyle everyone strove for and acheived with amazing happiness and dryness.

My parents, you wanna know about them? Well if your thinking they were those two high school sweethearts that married as soon as the graduated to get that perfect house with the white picket fence, family dog and try to have those imacculate little children they could dress up and show off then you are far off my friend. In reality my father was a good student, passed with flighing colors and high levels beyond reach for most and ended up getting into harvard. He was the perfect son a father could ever want; honest, noble, smart, self motivated, down to earth. In reality he was a man's man and gran' dad just couldn't be any more thrilled. See gran' dad and drandmama were that cookies cutter family and my father was the result of that. yet though they had wealth and persuasion in areas to try and advance there son that was never needed, instead my father strove to do it all on his own and acheived it by becoming accepted to Harvard college with a free pass, nothing to be paid. He was the golden boy.

My mother you say? She was the epic failure in her own father's eyes. She was that dirty little fuck up a family tries to deny and hide because she just could do no right. She barely scraped her way out of high school yet still want to college on her father's wallet to get that really party at college life style under her belt. She was trashy, a drunk, a whore, a drug addict, never went to class, and just over all sucked at life. i know i know, now your wondering HOW IN THE HELL she snagged my father. Well folks the simple fact is she never did, what they had was nothing more than a drunken fling when Jackson was close to graduating and out to celebrate. Cute huh?

Well we can all picture the simple details from there, well after that she found out she was all preggers and went after my dad for money to abort me. She didn't want me. I was nothing more than a parasite that could be removed. Well my father refused, my knight in shining armor in the form of a suit ended up finding a way to through her into a place for addicts so she could clean up and would have to have the baby. Once all that was said and done an agreement was forced and she would live in his parents guest house and they would pay for everything for she and i until he was on his feet. Well thankfully when i was five he struck gold in a partnership to be a lawyer and i was whisked from her and she was thrown out on her ass. She never played with me, coddled me, barely even touched me. I was her dirty little stain though she was clearly filthy already.

Well now we will skip ahead a few years, my father ended up finding out he had one more child that was older than I but the mother kept him but gave visitation. Her name was Mary. So nice. I grew up with them, the two men in my life that crafted me into my miraculous self that is standing before you jabbering life a complete nerd. But anywho.

When i hit the age nine shit started getting kind of weird, i was throwing fits when i was usualy mild mannered and quiet while acting just abnormal keeping closed off in the tub for hours. It was odd, then there was that bloody day at school when i was ten. Interested? Well girls loved to pick on me, shove me about call me names and all that glorious hell while we were young, but the bitch just went to far and i smashed her head into the drinking fountain and tried drowing her. Mind you i never once pushed the bar to make water come out, i just manifested it and tried to drown the liven bejeezus out of her fat face. I was thrown out of that school. kids tried to tattle saying i did weird shit but of course teachers coddled them and said it was their imagination. My w=fascination for water began.

More years drifted by until i was fourteen and actually had a small handle on my little gift though it wasn't that great. Then daddy caught me, and so did JR and people began to notice. Daddy was so confused... So conflicted and scared. Poor poor jacks. So i was shipped to this school. My knight let me down though he still persists to visit and write at least once a week with news clippings with him in them and pictures. i could never hate that man it was over all just a hard devastating blow.

( S A M P L E P O S T )[/B][/COLOR] His words hit her like a punch to the heart, causing voids once frozen to a point of almost betrayal to soften to those of molten pools. how could one mere brute have such an effect on her? In her mind she was a strong independent wolfess who needed no one. She had been on her own for almost her life and had grown and matured into something lovely. Yet when he was near or thoughts lingered to him something just collapsed in her and that strong wolfess was broken down to nothing more than a girl who had no idea what to do with herself.

Stomach exploded into a flock of birds, twisting and fluttering about while pulse hammered so loudly it echoed within her eardrums. Her gaze could not get enough of him while a stupid grin creased her features and had no intentions of leaving even if she had wanted it to. Tiara tilted and watched him as the lightest of touches glanced of her hyde then a sharp jab to hip causing her to squirm and giggle. Steps pranced away just a small space, her laughter echoing around them while eyes got nervous. She had played it off in a childish playful manner, something they had always done. but the real reason for distance was the fact that skin seemed to burn where he had touched even the lightest bit. She had no idea how to react to it mentally but her body seemed to know exactly which caused blush to spread even deeper.

"I may be small but that means nothing, just makes me quicker and a lot less noisy than someone like you."

She teased right back, dancing around him forgetting her first resolve for a little distance. Instead she brushed around him, letting small nips play upon his ears and flanks before darting off once more, her footsteps nothing more than that of a feather dropping. A joy was bursting at her seams along with a feeling of completeness she had not had in so long, since the loss of her mother to be exact. But this, this feeling itself was more fulfilling and gratifying than anything else she could ever think of. Pools flickered to him then shifted away in shyness even though she knew he could not see her, which didn't bother her at all. She still had a feeling he could tell she was her normal self, he could tell her expression with out truly seeing it.

Demon eyes brushed with gold then filtered to seek out the vision of the jewels, their vibrancy and pastels radiating off the walls and causing her to sigh with an unsettling feeling. So once more she looked back to Utopia and watched things flip across his face, it was like watching someone flit through the pages of a book, some things so easily picked out while others lay buried in between the lines. This made her uncomfortable and weight shifted while tongue pried against the backs of teeth wanting to burst out with true feelings and babble on and on and on but instead three simple words came out.

"Love you, Utopia."

Flanks folded beneath her while a seemingly heavy burden seemed to lift off her petite shoulders only to be replaced with complete chock and fear. She bit back nervous laughter as she couldn't believe those words had just whooshed from her mouth like nothing. She shouldn't have done it... she had no idea how he felt and now he was gonna run and never see her again. one and only friend. yeah she just screwed it up. Audits pinned upon tiara while banner pulled up light along her side, her gaze boring into the dulled earthen floor and uneasiness swept her veins and mind. [Used from one of my other sites, hope it ok, post is -> HERE]

YOU WERE FAKE, I WAS GREAT--NOTHING PERSONAL

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( C R E D I T S )

THIS LOVELY APPLICATION WAS MADE BY OMGWOLF?!
OF CAUTION 2.0! STEAL AND DIE, BITCH. KEEP THIS CREDIT HERE
AT ALL TIMES. ALERT ME IF IT RUNS AWAY. IT MIGHT DO THAT. HAVE FUN!
OH, AND BY THE WAY, THE LYRICS ARE CREDIT TO ALL TIME LOW. THEY'RE AWESOME.

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